
We
are seldom, if ever locked into a reality we cannot change.
The
Ability to Create Self
We've all had the experience of
reading a good book or watching a good drama and for a while assuming some
aspect of one of the characters. Maybe we pick up a new expression or a new way
of dressing; maybe we pick up a swagger or an intriguing opinion. It feels good
to explore the new viewpoint.
In our hearts we know it's only
playacting and soon our "real" self reappears.
On the negative side, most of
us have had the experience of recognizing some aspect from someone we didn't
particularly admire as part of our "real" self. Maybe we catch our
self treating a child like someone who once treated us that way or expressing an
opinion
whose only basis is that we resisted it when we
heard some other self express it.
Even more alarming, we may discover we have the same illness or infirmity of body that some other self we knew had - some other self we may not have treated as well as we should have. Try as we might to suppress this resisted aspect, it reappears.
When we begin to study what is
known about the structure of the self, we find it consists of preferences
(beliefs) and a relative time-space location from which the preferences are
asserted. The preferences are like the semitransparent overlays that turn the
white light of a projector into an image on a screen. Some of the overlays we
cannot easily remove, because they contain a forgotten recording of events that
automatically asserts the overlay as the ONLY choice. The image projected
through these overlays onto the screen is sensed as, "Here I am. This is
me."
Most of this is standard
phil-ligion-ology (PHIL-osophy, re-LIGION, psych-OLOGY) and is understood by
most of the more popular schools. Since each school is subject to its own belief
system overlays, there are wide disagreements as to which overlays are
preferable. A common denominator is that almost every school will argue for some
and against others.
The goal of installing,
removing or modifying the overlays is the principal task addressed by most of
the doctrines, scriptures or technologies generated by these schools. The means
as well as which overlays are to be addressed differ, but the determination to
change something is remarkably analogous.
The most basic means of
modifying an overlay, and probably the least dangerous, consists of
reacquainting the individual with the recordings of forgotten events that are
causing the overlay to be asserted. The hope is that new conclusions will be
drawn altering the overlay and thereby achieving a change in self.
The major difficulty with such
an approach is illustrated by the fact that when white light is projected
through both a blue overlay and a yellow overlay, it will appear on the screen
as green. If we determine to eliminate the green light, we will probably go
looking for a green overlay, which in this case doesn't exist. If the green
light represents a psychosomatic illness or a state of depression or an
unacceptable behavior, we might have some difficulty in locating the exact
combination of overlays that is responsible for the condition's creation.
This stumbling block has left
many of us wishing that we could remove all the overlays, insuring that the
right combination was eliminated. Then, on a blank screen, we could replace
selected overlays to generate the self that would interest the people we wish to
attract or to generate the self that would align with what we want to achieve.
And literally, the Avatar
Course came to our rescue!
One of the results we
experienced on Avatar was the ability to closely approach and/or achieve
identitylessness - in other
words, to experience a self that is without aspect or location. It was and is an
enlightening, in-every-moment ability to make any choice or none, to select
our own overlays. That state is true self, the Avatar. It offered us the
opportunity to create the image of life that we preferred, but there was no
guarantee of success without our own push.
The first task we faced as new
Avatars was to integrate the efforts that had previously obstructed our
choices. The world obligingly presented them. To many of us, this integration
was even a greater challenge that the exercises on the course, but who would
turn their back when the gift of standing at the helm of life was offered?
Could anyone have ever dreamed
what an incredible thrill the Avatar Materials would unleash?
…most
of us have had the
experience
of recognizing
some
aspect from someone
we
didn’t particularly admire
as
part of our “real” self.
By Harry Palmer
The mission of Avatar in the world is
to catalyze the integration of belief systems.
To the people who have taken Avatar
or the Avatar Master Course, this mission statement is so instinctively obvious
that little is ever said about it. Even when Avatars are countries apart, there
is a natural alignment that causes their efforts to forward the mission. Orders
and supervision are rarely necessary.
Attempting to explain this
spontaneous cooperation to someone who has not yet experienced Avatar is an
interesting challenge.
Clearly one cannot draw a circle or
circumscribe a quantity or quality without creating an inside and an outside.
Whenever a line is drawn, two sides appear. They may be in-side and out-side, as
in the case of a circle, or right-side and left-side in the case of a vertical
line, or near-side and far-side in the case of a horizontal line.
This two-sided principle is known as
dualism or polar relativity, or simply by the Chinese rendition of yin and yang.
The light depends upon the dark; the direction up cannot exist without also
determining the direction down; what is good is relative to what is bad; what
should be done determines as well what should not be done.
When the primal awareness, which
neither contains nor is contained, acts to define itself, it defines as well
what it is not. In one brush stroke, two sides appear: the I am and the other.
This awareness of definition is the birth of consciousness.
Consciousness knows itself as what it
has defined itself as, or one side of
the line or boundary that has been created. Thus it has reduced its ownership
and control of creation by half.
How many more times can consciousness
reduce its ownership and control by half? If it were to define and deny itself
thirty-one times (i.e., thirty-one geometric divisions), the two billion plus
others on planet Earth would
be accounted for. If these two billion plus were then to divide and deny
themselves ten more times, every creature and every creation in the Universe
would probably be accounted for.
The life that each of us experiences
is an interplay
of resisted and desired motion between the qualities and quantities that we
create and define ourselves as and the qualities and quantities that we create
but assert that we are not. (Conscious intention is merely a knowing shift of
identification.) To an Avatar Master who experiences a non-dual essence, life is
simple and fun.
An Avatar Master teaches the use of
tools and techniques for bringing about a reconciliation between the factors
that the student feels as I am and the factors that he or she feels as I am not.
This is more than an understanding.
As progress is made, the sides begin
to fade and disappear. The Avatar student begins his or her own re-engineering
of consciousness- knocking down walls, opening spaces, changing directions and
quickly finds a sense of harmony with and wholeness about existence that, prior
to initiation by the Avatar Master, only the esoteric few have ever experienced.
With this harmony and wholeness comes
a natural, rational extension of space and genuine
tolerance of others.
Communication opens up; viewpoints
are explored
and modified; separation and difference begin to dissolve into the illusory
specters they have always been. An effortless love is born.
The efforts of the new Avatar
or the new Master are instinctively in alignment with the mission of Avatar:
“…to catalyze the integration of
belief systems."
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