“… I
had never seen so many beautiful people…”
Kees van der Vis, a Dutchman who lives in a mountain hamlet in the south of France, works as a project manager in the model railway manufacturing business in Switzerland. He is a graduated electronics engineer and worked for 20 years on the design of automation systems and big computer systems.
I have
noticed that many things from the past have recurred in my present life in both
relations and work. I had a splendid time integrating these patterns in the
Far East after Avatar®.
It is at times easy and
at times difficult to define how Avatar has changed my life as there is a
continual integration going on. But there have been some things I've definitely
noticed.
Regarding my job, I now
do it well and enjoy it, no matter what is going on for someone else. That's
miraculous! I've gotten over my aggression against my manufacturers in the Far
East, and I can now understand their way of thinking. Another strange effect is
that at work I no longer radiate depressive energy, and that makes life a lot
easier.
I've also gotten
together again with my girlfriend. This has been wonderful as we live and handle
things in an Avatar way. Since I now ~low myself to feel, many realizations
have come up both about the past and present, even as far back as past lives. I
no longer run away from it. I am much more honest and open about my feelings.
I have much fewer fixed
opinions about others; they had been limiting my freedom as much as theirs.
There is more space for others, and I allow people to finish what they have to
say without interrupting them or having my opinion ready. I recently
discovered a transparent belief I had: that I am afraid of all people. Wow!
Having felt this and dissolved it, I was really surprised as I had never seen
so many beautiful people in my life. Even the fat waitress became a beauty in
her own accord.
I am excited about
continuing to explore my creations. I know I have the tools with which to do it
on my own.